Well! Obviously I've been avoiding a bunch of shit because it all came rushing out at me today. Well, not all of it. Probably just some of it.
What a horrendous time of it. No wonder I chose to ignore it for so long. I can't decide if I want to cry or just evaporate.
Truly I know what it feels like to dissociate. No doubt about it. As if there ever was...
Fuck. I'm fucked up. A-duh I can't be with anyone else, I'm way too messed, who the hell was I foolin? No one but myself really. And everywhere I go I see this face...
He'd be celebrating his 3rd birthday right around now....
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