I am very sad right now. I get these moments of just overwhelming sadness and pain and rejection, it's terrible, and whets worse is that they always pass and I can be happy again, almost doubly so, if only because of how relieved I must be from all the sadness I just experienced. But does that make the pain any less bearable when I'm stuck in it? Not really.

I just want to cry and cry and cry, until the water shedding from my body, my eye ducts, seeps into the ground and etches out a nice dark hole for me to hide in forever. Or at least until the sun comes out again.