There are just some days where I really lose my grasp on what is true and what is not true.
Is that what shock is?
Astonishment; incredulity?
I need to be more selfish. Ok, well, more selfish in the RIGHT way... not the way I currently am, which is all wrong. Wait, what?
Where is this coming from?
Doesn't that matter, somewhat?
Maybe I'm just losing it again...
Dang it.
Disfigured...
Why did I have to look there?
It would have been so much easier if I had remained in blissful ignorance?
What would I be doing right now, if so? Happily asleep, awaiting my prince?
Why have I been doing this, if its only a sham?
Is the sham the sham?
It's sort of fun to pretend these are all different thoughts from different people... because I am so immersed in mental illness, my fragmented sense of self enjoys a showcase.
Okay.
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